Hello, I am okay, given the circumstances.

Yes.

Yeah.

Well I mean, there's a few things, like, I mean, the diagnosis is a problem, but it is not just that I was diagnosed and I do not have mental illness, like, the, the doctor appeared to be trying to prevent me from finding out, that he was diagnosing me with schizophrenia, right. He did not tell me he was diagnosing me with schizophrenia until I, like, asked him. Until I, like, went and telled him, I, you know, cause one of my family members had texted me, right. So it seemed like he was trying to frame me, as having schizophrenia, without telling me, right. And I think the reason he did not wanted me to know, that he was diagnosing me with schizophrenia, was because, if, if I knew, then I would, like, argue against it. I would argue that it was not true, right. So he avoided telling me, so that I would not be able to defend myself, right. So I think he committed a crime.

Yeah.

This was in the unit, yes. And then there was, there was another doctor who I also think committed a crime as well. There's two. Two of them, yeah.

So the fir-, the one, the one, the two doctors I think, like, seemed like they were intentionally trying to cause me harm, were the doctor who diagnosed me with schizophrenia, and then the, then the doctor who, ah, told, who filled out the form saying that I had to stay for three days. I don't know if you saw the, the part of my description where I described that I had to stay for three days, and the reason why, they asked me to stay. So I di-, like I had a very short conversation, was like five minutes, we, we discussed almost nothing, and the guy went and talked to my parents, who I think mi-, who I think are trying to harm me, right, and they came back to me, and like, just told me, oh I think you're going to cause harm to other people. He didn't even say it, he just gave me the form, right, with it filled out saying he thought I was going to cause harm to other people, and didn't explain why, right. So, ah, I, you know, I feel like there should be, um, and he also, made a com-, he, and I don't know if I misread it, but like, I told him that I was, ah, I told him I was from Newfoundland, and, uh, he kinda looked at me like he did not know where Newfoundland was, like maybe I misread his look, but he kinda, he gave me a weird look when I mentioned Newfoundland. And then I said, oh I'm from Newfoundland, you know, it's the island, ah, you know, the province on the right hand side of Canada, you know, and I dunno. He just, I kinda wondering in retrospect maybe he did know where Newfoundland was, right, and maybe he just does not like people who are from Newfoundland, right. And that's why he made me stay for three days, right. So this is the kind of thing I'm thinking about, right. Um, I mean, so what do you think, like, I mean I feel concerned, what do you think should be done?

Yeah.

Well the ways, uh, there's multiple ways, right, so I mean, I'm wor-, for one, I'm worried about my reputation, right. I don't want people to think, I don't want people to think I'm potentially violent, because I'm not, right, like I am really not, right. Um, another thing is that, like I'm kinda worried that like, there's a bunch of things going on, it's hard to explain everything and that's why I've got the website, but like I'm also worried about the motivations of my parents, right. These issues I that just described with the doctors at CAMH, it mighta just been those doctors at CAMH just made a decision on their own self that just, in my interpretation is a bad decision, right. Um, cause a-, aside from that I also have the problem of my family, like I don't know why my family keeps tryin to get make me go to the psychiatric facility, right, they have not been explaining it. Ah, so I'm like, you know the most recent time I went to the psychiatr-, the most recent time I went to the CAMH, right, I, I, it was after I had been having, um, ah, uh, disagreements with the people in my building that I live in, right. Um, and so I'm li-, it seemed to me possible that, like, one of the reasons I was removed, one of the reasons my parents filled out the form, was just to like punish me. Or, or, or to get me out of my apartment so that like, they could like, ah, claim I had moved out, right, and, and no one would believe me, right.

Um, I mean, it's all listed on my website, so, for all the details, but like, that's, you know, that's essentially what I'm thinking about, yeah yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah, heh heh heh.

So, yeah, that part is, like only partially CAMH's fault because, I what, what's happened is that one of the people wh-, the second time I, I we- so the- I've been psychiatric facility three times. The second time I did not go to CAMH, it was a different hospital. Ah, but like, um, my family and friends filled out forms that time as well, and one of the people who filled out the forms was a coworker. A former coworker who, worked with me. Ah, and after I got out of that, after that visit was finished, the second visit, I messaged him and asked him why, he filled out the form, right, and he said a bunch of very suspicious things, right. He told me that, um. He said that, um. I w-, he said that he already told most people about my visit to the psychiatric facility, and told me that everyone who was close to me was already aware of my mental illness, and they told me that, ah, I could try to find new social group, but that it seemed unlikely.

Right. And then he told me that due to my mental illness, he was afraid that I would become homeless. And that he was going to ignore all of my messages after that point, right. This is the person who filled out the form to bring me to the psychiatric facility who's sup-, theoretically, like worried about me, right, saying I've told all your friends you've got a mental illness, and you're probably not gonna find, to find any new friends, and I'm not gonna talk to you anymore. Like that's what the person told me who filled out the form, right.

So the, the har-, the reputation damage is like, it's, I don't think, CAMH necessarily has gone out and tried to harm my reputation, it's just like, it I think, I'm I'm, I think it's moreso my family kinda using the visits. Ah, like I think my family has been telling people that I have, an illness, right.

Um, yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean it's not, uh, I, I appreciate the suggestion. I think, I, I'm, actually I appreciate this call overall, I think you're trying to help, like, I, I. I think that like, uh, like, the problem is I need to find some way that's more public, I think. I dunno, like. I need some way that my coworkers are gonna know, that I, that, that it was a mistake, right.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah, I think I can probably do help more public. I mean the thing is I, I kind of. I can probably kinda improve my own reputation myself, if like, the other thing is, that, like, I feel like, um, I'm worried about something else, okay. Like, I'm worried that, um, see I've already tried to contact multiple lawyers about this, um, issue, right. Like, just to, about the, about the Mental Health Act itself, right, not, you know, not not necessarily trying to get CAMH in trouble although I, maybe they made a mistake. But like, I've, I've, I moreso think that the Mental Health Act, like, I feel there should be some process that I, that I can, like, defend myself more, you know. I dunno, anyway. I, I, uh, I, I feel like it's worth talking to a lawyer about anyway, and I've contacted multiple female lawyers and I've noticed that, like, they're not answering. And I've also noticed that, eh, when I tried to contact CAMH, the person who I was trying to contact was the person who gave me their business card, who is female, and I noticed that she's now not answering, and instead I'm talking to you who's male, right. And I'm, and I'm concerned that like, I've noticed this pattern, like, is there some-, I'm worried that, like, there's some, like, I've been trying to use dating apps to find a girlfriend, and I'm worried that, like, women have some secret communication method where they talk about people they are dating on dating apps, and there's false information about me there. That's kind of one of my worries. And like I don't understand why random women like the lawyers I'm trying to contact, and like that, that, the, the person who gave me the business card at CAMH who's female, like why are, why are, is it like, is there something happening where, like, women believe something, like, like I'm very worried about my reputation in general obviously, right, I just don't understand why these things are happening, like.

Uh, [name redacted], the social worker.

Ah I'm not sure what that means exactly, inpatient, you, it was at the hospital, if that's what you mean.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Right.

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

No. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I'm pretty su-, I, I believe you on that way, yeah. I think it's my family who's I'm mostly worried about, yeah.

Yeah.

Is there any way, um, like, I could just have someone at CAMH or someone who would just, like, talk to me, who is female?

Cause th-.

Cause the thing is, I don't really. I feel like I don't really have a mental illness. I just, um, I have a, I have a problem that I, I do not have any friends, um, I don't have any social group. Like once I have up this phone call with you I'm just gonna spend the rest of the day here in my apartment here by myself, and like I can't, I can't leave the bu- the room, cause of ah, the disagreement I'm having with the employees. Like, I'm trapped.

Yeah.

Just that I do not have a mental illness, right. I do not, right. Yeah.

I just want friends, you know.

Yeah.

Alright well I. Yeah.

Like, I would like you to reach out to, if I do not get any more help from CAMH, like I'm gonna proceed to contact the police and try to argue that these doctors committed crimes and should be charged, right. And that, right, like, I mean unless you guys, like, feel like you wanna help me with my mental health problem, like otherwise I feel like I was simply kidnapped, right. Like I didn't receive any he-, mental health benefit at all, not a, not a single, not a slight improvement in my mental health at all, right. Like why was I brought there? It seems like I was kidnapped, right.

Like I, I don't wanna have an adversarial relationship with CAMH. I really do not. I even feel bad saying I wanna, like, charge these doctors with crimes, because I do not. And it, like I'm saying it to you because I want, I want to like complain about it a bit and then like maybe someone tells them, like, oh you shouldn't do that, and then like that's the end of it right, that'd be fine with me. I just wanna, like, I just wanna have friends, like. And, I dunno, if I don't have friends, then I need to someone to help me get out of my apartment, because I'm trapped, heh, like.

It's not therapy, right. It's not a, it's, it's not a psychological problem, right. Someone has to go to the employees in the building and tell them that they have to communicate with me, right.

They've been, uh, it seems like they're trying, yeah. They're not, they're upset with me, right.

Ah, I know, but that's my mental health problem, is that I do not, I don't have a social group, right. And that's, like, if you're supposed to help with mental health problems, right, and I'm, my problem is that I do not have any friends.

I see.

Okay, well, it sounds like this is, I dunno. It sounds like you're not planning to do, ah, you're gonna conta-, you said you'd contact those doctors, but is there anything else you'd be willing to do, or.

Yeah.

Alright, well. Alright.

Alright, bye.